I have put myself out there in various artistic expressions as of late. Not so secretly, hoping for a payday to assist in a leg up out of this rat race. It's all I write about seemingly, the wanton effort to escape some program that we are all enlisted in against our own will-power.
I set up this website with a catalog, a blog and on multiple platforms; I even crunched hard on the SEO editing to make sure the site reaches audiences. Why is it so difficult to make it?! I'm starting to believe in the "dead internet" theory and that there really is nothing in this digital void other than echo-chamber bots populating latent digital space.
I wonder if I will have to wait for years go by before any traction starts to gain with these prints? I don't advertise in other ways because it is just a financial suck if you don't have the capital to pay out the advertisers. So what's the point of even trying at all in that respect?
I feel my very essence sloughing off in the attempts to insert myself into the brutal world of over-saturated artists and musicians. What makes me unique enough to stand out against that din and make it monetarily at the same time?!
